Wednesday, March 08, 2006

oh well. i m wearing blue shirt, blue pants, blue underwear[lol] and i was wearing blue slippers. kinda blue today. even thou its isnt monday. i was really encouraged and excited today la. at least nobel was more enthu. i saw more bonding. i told myself i ll give the nan hua girls another chance before i put their names on the list but when i saw their attitude during fun dance session, i was like so 4get it.

i guess its kinda scary sometimes when ppl u actually perceived as nice ppl could start backstabbing. when ppl could badmouth their own cousins. its just really questions. hus really on ur side? den u hear so many stories bout the same person. its not bout taking sides but u just dunno hu to believe. u never know, even that person hu smiled to u this morning, u dun know wad he or she might be thinking. den just when u think the world is full of slime, u think, hey the ppl of God are gonna rawk. den u just got look for them, the ones u seek are never there. the lessers ones are just like those of the world. when i came to pjc, thought it ll be really kool to be popular, but i guess sometimes ur best frens are the ones hu stick with u thru it all. not the one u smiled to. not the one ur threw flour on. i guess true frens dun just rejoice with u, they share ur downs, they share ur sorrows. i really thank God i have frens like these.

i guess the Lord really let me realise something today. today i saw ppl ponning. i guess i read someones blog at the wrong time too. but den it really came to me that thru out O2, ppl like us as OGLs slog just to help the freshmen. den ppl in O2 plan the whole programme. sometimes we dun wanna carry on but we carry on cus we have to. den i think of all the lectures and tutorials i have ponned. all the ppl i have let down by deliberately missing wad they have planned. den we think. the teachers, they prepare lessons, they work longer hours den us. they could shake legs and take their paychecks but they put in all the effort to aid us to the best they can. i guess they really deserve more respect, more response, more cooperation. the Lord really taught me today to put myself in other ppls shoes. to do unto others wad u want others to do unto u. love ur neighbour as u love urself. lets try really really hard to keep this conviction.

tmls gonna be a better day. sometimes i feel that as my fren, you would support me, maybe i could be wrong, maybe u dun care, maybe i expect too much, maybe i just read ur blog at the wrong time or maybe i just dont know u at all other than all the crap, the suaning and the free lunches.

|cowpoo| 9:07 PM|

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